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Exam Season Arc Update 2

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Exams Seasons are now done and over with at the D.S.P.A.A. But we got some news that the school is going through some major building modifications. So I'm still not gonna be able to host club meetings till they finish. Now, I will be in my dorm for the time being recording music for you all and filming videos.  Ok, time to go OOC for the next bit. I wanna explain why I called my hiatus Exam Season Arc in more detail. As many know, my gimmick is that I lead a Calligraphy Club at a prestigious private art academy. In many Schools, March-May is considered Exam Season. This is when most school pile on the studies as this is also the season for End of Education Celebrations.*  Now, my hiatus is due to needing to build my new pc so I can stop dealing with my laptop being a pinche pendejo with my streaming. Recording goes great and video editing and art, but streaming, I need MORE POWER!! This update is not a call to action, I can do this myself, but it just will take time. Now, this...

Exam Season Arc Update 1

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So, it is the exam season at the Yumehoshi Shiritsu Bijutsu Gakuen. This means I'm not streaming as right after exams, we go on an intermission to let them clean our dormitories and prepare for the "Finishers" to go off on their paths. I'm far from being a "Finisher", so I am not going anywhere.  1. Building my Own PC I'm planning to build my own custom build gaming pc! That's right! I've been streaming from an Acer Nitro 5 laptop. Long story short, I had an All in One I when I started streaming, but it croaked so I got a gaming laptop. Now I wanna do more with my content so I am making the leap to learning how to build my own gaming pc! I am using PC Part Picker and creating a list as well as researching what will work best for my type of streams.  2. Taking better care of myself I will not lie to you all, last year I neglected my own self with taking care of myself. I wanted to get back to making sure I am caring for myself. Like ensuring I hav...

How Am I Feeling?

Man a lot of stuff has happened over the course of 3 weeks. So I will begin by explaining what all went down like Anne Boleyn did in the music SIX about Henry the 8th.  So first of all, a lot of news about people who I thought were good people turned out to be terrible individuals. These being some game devs and VAs. These honestly broke my heart and I will not lie, my mental health has been on a massive decline. I will explain that in the next part of this post.  So next like I said is my headspace. I am not going to lie to everyone when I say my skies are a bit too cloudy to the point I have been losing weight, but not in the healthy sense. Stress and Anxiety have been at all time high and I have this fear of being just abandoned fully. I have to reach out a lot of the times just to talk to people. I want to have a network of trust but with how the world has been, I feel I can't even trust myself with things.  The fact that the world is pretty much leaning towards a mas...

Preliminary Post

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 So I was instructed by my teacher at the 夢星私立美術館学園 to create my own blog. So hello to everyone who is a hopeful and or planning to become one. My name is Kibou Aoizora. I am in Second Year 17th Class and I lead the calligraphy club here at this academy.  My name means Blue Sky of Hope, and my message to everyone is that no matter if there are grey clouds, blue skies are always there. So take that time you need to cry and feel better and then let those clouds depart.  My favorite foods are pretty much anything made with love. But cheese is always going to bring me intense joy.  Aside from abandonment fears, I actually suffer from Ligyrophobia. Specifically Fire Alarms.  Picture of Me I hope you all enjoy your time and this blog will be updated weekly with not only a schedule of streams in the future, but like a mood check in to let you all know how my skies are doing. Take care, and remember: Aoizora Ga Materu.