How Am I Feeling?
Man a lot of stuff has happened over the course of 3 weeks. So I will begin by explaining what all went down like Anne Boleyn did in the music SIX about Henry the 8th. So first of all, a lot of news about people who I thought were good people turned out to be terrible individuals. These being some game devs and VAs. These honestly broke my heart and I will not lie, my mental health has been on a massive decline. I will explain that in the next part of this post. So next like I said is my headspace. I am not going to lie to everyone when I say my skies are a bit too cloudy to the point I have been losing weight, but not in the healthy sense. Stress and Anxiety have been at all time high and I have this fear of being just abandoned fully. I have to reach out a lot of the times just to talk to people. I want to have a network of trust but with how the world has been, I feel I can't even trust myself with things. The fact that the world is pretty much leaning towards a mas...